actually

actually, I'm confused with my self now .. sometime, I want to repeat the past memories, but may be I can't.
I haven't really forgotten you yet. but, I try to be far for you, and find out how I feel if I'm far for you. And, finally, I can't. although you haven't been here, but you're still here. in my life, I want to search a person who make me comfortable. and you get it. i can't feel comfortable except to you .. and I have just realized that I can't be far from you..